Oh my goodness...
2007-06-24
Ok, so I'm finally writing. Not really because I want to, but because I'm scared to death. I've enjoyed coming on this site and reading all of the day to day issues everyone has. Well, I can't say I have enjoyed it, it just helps me realize that no one's perfect. I never knew what to write myself. Well, tonight I feel as though I could write and write.
Well, a little background first. I am a very anxious/nervous type of person. I would even describe myself as a closeted hypochondriac at times. This past year I have been dropping pounds left and right. Weight has always been an issue for me and losing it has never been easy. So, I'm kind of enjoying it for a while. Then I get to thinking, maybe this is not normal. So, last week I go to the doctor and describe my symptoms. She pities me and does a bunch of blood tests, but she thinks it's just bouts of anxiety. I leave the doctor a little reassured that this is all in my mind, and maybe my body is finally doing me right!
Fastforward a couple of days. It's Friday and I spend the evening with my husband and some friends. We have a sitter for the night, so we really make a night of it. We stumble into the house around 2:30. My husband checks the messages and there is a message on the phone that says, "We have gotten your tests results. It is very important for you to contact our office as soon as possible. I will try your cell phone." Well, I never did receive a call on my cell phone. And I have been panicky ever since. I mean, who leaves that type of message on a Friday evening, knowing that I won't be able to call until Monday morning?!?!?!?!
Please, please, please wish me luck. I promise to write more after this horrible waiting is over. Hopefully with some good news!
Thanks for listening!
T
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